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feelings.... [Nov. 6th, 2007|11:46 pm]
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[Current Location |JC's APARTMENT]
[mood | confused]
[music |the sound of jordan talking on the phone]

Everything in this world is very unclear...
we find ourselves in situation where we have
to choose... to choose happiness for yourself
or a happiness for someone else...

some people might call me a fool for

acting this way, some might call me a martyr.

but despite of everything else, i feel

like i made a right decision, it breaks me apart...



i recently found that i'm not the only person

trying to get his heart... many would say love

is very powerful, i know mine is, then why does my heart

feel like i have failed. everything that's happening causes

my heart to blee, cry, and feel the most excruciating pain...



however, i feel like her love for him is stronger than mine.

he seeks her when he needs help. he calls her when no one

is around. he likes her, but i'm not sure which like he means...

but all i know is that i am nothing compared to her.

nothing compared to what they both can accomplish..



i made a decision of trying to let him go.

but most of the time, i feel like he's always going to be in my

heart... waiting for that right moment to come..

letting go is hard. its very frustrating...



since i have learned from my mistakes, i have found out that

friendship is important to me. they are the only people

who understands the way i feel and knows me deep inside.

i sacrificed the love of my life so i could keep the friendship

not only with her, but also with him.



i hope that i could let go and forget about him.

forget the memories that caused my heart to laugh

and cry at the same time. for i am scared to fall in love

with him again....





he's the only guy i know that made me feel this way.

no one else, but him.
 
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dbsk~ing [Feb. 2nd, 2007|08:51 pm]
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OMFG i saw this and i'm so freakin mad!
why does the artist look so gloomy!
they should be happy or something... it
makes me feel so bad i swear! 

or go here:
http://www.veoh.com/videos/e179684QxGjggf6

Invalid video URL.

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DBSG [Nov. 22nd, 2006|11:14 am]

OMFG

I never knew that this would happen to me...
but its all because of [info]indicted

I blame you so much i swear..
oh well...

anyhow, back to my story...
just like her, i fell in LOVE

LOVE with DBSK/G
thanks [info]indicted!

well that's it for now
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(no subject) [Jul. 10th, 2006|01:11 pm]
[Tags|]
[Current Location |HOME]
[mood | melancholy]
[music |[TV] just the sound]


♥HIATUS♥

I won't be able to blog or comment on anyone for a while... there's a reason why i'm going to be in HIATUS... only [info]exeunt knows(will know)... well that's it for now... hope you guys
have fun!

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LAST week of SCHOOL [Jun. 16th, 2006|06:45 pm]
[Tags|, ]
[Current Location |home]
[mood | complacent]
[music |[Elliot Yamin] home]


these pictures were acutally taken
a while back ago... i'm not quite
sure but i think it was the last week
of school for everybody else... LOL...

TEASERS:

Me in TF, ANNE, Monique-Jamiela
see 78 pictures )
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PRE-GRAD/GRADUATION (6-9-06) [Jun. 12th, 2006|03:37 pm]
[Tags|, ]
[Current Location |HOME]
[mood | complacent]
[music |sound of the computer]

well here are some of the pre-grad
and during the grad pictures... hope
you guys enjoy it!

PRE-GRAD PRACTICE
teasers:

OUT THE HOUSE, IN THE CAR, WAITING TO GO INSIDE THE GYM
68 pictures here )
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just boredom i guess [Jun. 12th, 2006|02:15 pm]
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[Current Location |at home]
[mood | complacent]
[music |the sound of the computer]

ok.. these pictures are when i was
in school, going somewhere and.. well
some random thingy... LOL...
(caption will be included later)

OUTSIDE #1
teasers:

ME, MY SEXY SHADOW, and MONIQUE & JAMIELA
see all 96 pictures )
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MEMORIAL DAY (05-29-06) [Jun. 2nd, 2006|10:03 am]
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[Current Location |[school] Mr. Pinto's Class]
[mood | contemplative]
[music |students talking indistinctively]


I know that this is late, but at
least i posted it... this day is
so funny...
i have to warn you though... there's
a lot of pictures of me... that's
how much i love myself! LOL... and
there's no captions... manybe if i have
time, i'll edit this and put captions
on it...

TEASERS:ME... and TROJAN

click here )
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(no subject) [Jun. 1st, 2006|10:04 am]
[Current Location |[school] Mr. Pinto's Class]
[mood | content]
[music |the sound of students typing]


well anyhow, i was bored at school
and we didn't do anything for my
ECONOMICS teacher
so we just hung out... here's
a couple of pictures that we took
during the class... click the
pictures to enlarge them!


THIS IS ME and TROJAN! NOORIE AND TINAmore to see )
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pectures.... [May. 12th, 2006|10:23 am]
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[Current Location |[school] Mr. Pinto's Class]
[mood | bored]
[music |[students] banging and talking]


well here's just couple of pictures
that i want to post... it was taken
04-14-2006! i know it was late
but my computer broke down so i have
to find a way to pu these pictures in
the computer, so i'm doing it in school!


here's my cousin Patrick!
we were leaving the house


here's Monique and Terrone...
(I think i spelled that right)

more to see here )
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OMFG [May. 11th, 2006|10:42 am]
[Current Location |KENNEDY HIGH SCHOOL]
[mood | shocked]
[music |[school]: students talking]


ok something bad really
happened... i think i got caught
its just so sad... i'm just
crazy...

ok... right now i'm in school...
i wen to check on my photobucket...
tapos, tinignan ko ang mga pictures
ko... meron akong picture ng
crush ko doon... katabi ko panaman
ang friend nya... nakita kaya nya?

its the only way i could write this...
i'm just freakin scared... goshiness..
well that's it for now...
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BOREDOM: duh [May. 2nd, 2006|08:27 am]

Me love this... goshiness...
ok nothing else.. just bored..

prom is coming up and i'm really excited
for the people who are going!


oh well.. that's it for now

♥,
jack-o-salla
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prom planS? [Apr. 18th, 2006|02:32 pm]
[Current Location |CAFE]
[mood | sad]
[music |MYMP]


well if you haven't noticed, but i'm
not planning on going to my senior
prom... it sucks right? i really want
to go to my senior prom back in guam
but i guess i can't... it really does
chap my ass... i want to be there for
my friends graduation but i can't...
*sigh*
anyhow... joanne, my bestfriend
that lives in Washington, planned to
pick me up to go to her senior prom...
i'm really excited... but there's this
feeling that i have that i won't be
able to go... oh how i wish that i
could go... i just hope that i have
enough money to go at least to her
prom... well i wonder if it would happen
i really want it to happen...you don't
know how i want it... well anyhow
that's it for now
♥,
jack-o-salla
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nothing [Apr. 3rd, 2006|10:26 am]
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[Current Location |JFKHS computer class]
[mood | confused]
[music |the sound of students talking]

well i'm in the class right now... i'm really bored
nothing to do but just wait until the bell rings..
so sorry... well i'm actually scared
i don't know what i'm scared of,but i'm scared..
i really don't know what to think..
every little thing scares me...
why? am i getting crazy? i really don't think so
why is this happening to me?
why am i like this?
why am i such full of drama?
why the hell am i typing this?
oh well, life's a bitch
until next time
♥,
jack-o-salla
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nothing i guess [Mar. 27th, 2006|10:58 am]
[mood | content]
[music |the sound of students talking]

gosh... i think that i've
been doing something bad...
i haven't called my friends
for a while now and i miss
them so much..
i really don't know what to do..
its either they are busy with
their lives or i'm busy with my
life...
i wanted to visit guam and
philippines before i go off
to college. it would be really
nice to have fun for the last
time with my close friends and
have fun memories with them.
i know no one will die here,
but you might never know
when you will die...
i guess i just want to be
there for them. i won't be
able to visit guam and the
philippines 'til next year
which really sucks...
i guess life isn't planned
well...
until next time
i'll see you guys
next time
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Wala lang [Mar. 24th, 2006|01:02 pm]
[mood | curious]
[music |the chatting of students]


me bored... here in my economics clas...
well if your gonnna ask... we are doing
a stock project thingy... and so far
i'm losing money big time... i'm not
really that crazy about it, but it would
be really nice to be winning at something
well i guess that's it... just bored
and miss you guys so much
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(no subject) [Mar. 23rd, 2006|09:17 am]
[mood | scared]
[music |the sound of students talking]


well everything seems to be very complicated...
right now, i have to take a test called
"CAHSEE"
right now, i have to take a test called
"CAHSEE" test... which stands for
California High School Exit Exam
right now, i have to take a test called
"CAHSEE" test... which stands for
California High School Exit Exam...
gosh... if i don't pass that, i won't
be able to get my
well i actually tok it already..
damn i'm so scared..

well actuallyi'm kinda happy that
i have a chance of being
in the top ten...
gosh... you know how hard it is
to be in top-ten in guam?
so hard i swear...
gosh... it would even be more
shocking if i became valedictorian
don't you think so?
that would so cool...
gosh...
let's just hope that i would
be around top five or something...
people here don't care
about school that's why..
you think guam is bad,
try living here..
its worse...
♥,
jack-o-salla
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Life's a bitch [Mar. 17th, 2006|12:50 pm]
[music |noise of other students]

well right now i'm a the computer room and nothing to do.
my love for all my friends has helped me get through the
day...
well i have made new friends and i'm actually somewhat ok
they are actually twins and i came to be close to them
their names are
Jamiela and Monique Davis..
they are really cool
but i'll tell you more and
put more pictures when i get the chance
i wish i could have more friends
*sigh*

jack-o-salla
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again? [Mar. 9th, 2006|08:03 am]
[mood | confused]
[music |nothing]

Well its been a while... i'm not sure if i like this... but hey, i'm here... What would i do if i wake up in the morning and felt that i have been eaten and spitted out...
well i always feel that way... my emotions are going
everywhere...
♥,
jack-o-salla
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nothing [Feb. 24th, 2006|09:18 pm]
[mood | sad]
[music |Destiny's Child [Cater to you}]

well i know i haven't been writing my thoughts or something like that for like a year or so...
alot of things has happened and i can't belive that it had to happen like that if only i could turn back time, then i wouldn't have made the mistake that i did... i'm not sure if i'm suppose to regret it or not, but i just don't know...
its really confusing... i hope someone will help me get through what i'm feeling right now... i guess i'm just really homesick you know what i mean?
oh well that's life...
♥,
jack-o-salla
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